chapter twoo; dreams . @ 5:03:00 AM
many things have happened recently after i have created this blog and my first post .
many things have unexpectedly turn out shocking or unbelievable after that faithful day .
terribly , i didnt know why i all happen .
maybe its just fate , maybe it was destine to be .
nothing much happened . weekends was spend with the family .
usual visits from my caring grandmother and my funny aunt .
with food , glorious food .
i had my usual run today .
not usual but i would say i;ve been making progress to lose those fats .
the storm was brewing but it hadnt start to rain yet .
i just kept running and thinking back about what had happen today .
it was surprising to pass my chemistry test , yes .
i understood the usefulness questions for social studies .
and blah blah blah .
i dont want to say anything more .
something or someone just popped into my mind and my bad mood comes back all over again .
must i really see her face everyday ?
oh gosh .
whatever it is , i must endure her backslashes on me.
if im alone , i will go on alone .
my dreams never did occur to me .
some made sense , others is just desires and cravings .
what ever it is , i hope it comes true .
sometimes , good dreams you do what them to come true .
bad dreams , not so really .
i wish that now im actually livin a dream .
because , what im really am going through , its killing me inside .
but like what the saying goes ,
if you are hurt inside , just smile on the outside to show everyone that everything is ok to you .
and i always smile , even if the worse were to hit me .
always .
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