chapter seven; short film project ... @ 6:05:00 AM
haish . im so sad now ... i should have spent more time . oh god . why didnt i ?
maybe its because , i know , he doesnt like me . yea . he doesnt
its because, when i was alone , he didnt approach me . at all .
and i was keeping my hopes high.
so maybe its because of that im guessing he doesnt like me too .
so maybe i misinterpret what his actions are .
haish haish haish .
i already know , it would never happen .
everytime i like a guy, it never really get to anywhere .
it also ends up , NOWHERE .
so , that is why ,
I DONT BELIEVE IN LOVE ANYMORE .
nothing ever happens to me .
so i guess , i end up having to have a heartbreak and also being friends .
haish haish haish
whats the use of finding love ,
nothing magical happens .
and today , i spend my day acting .
it was to help my friends with their school project.
HOHOHO . i met a few new friends like Zack and Ann Li .
it was fun , had ice shavings and went home to sulk and be depress .
im just confused with Yong Jin though ,
everytime i text him , its like he wants to say something
but he is like holding something on me ...
haish haish haish .
i wonder what will happen in future eh ?