i hadnt been blogging for a long while now
i've been busy with preparation for exams that now , im left with final two papers to complete and finish .
honestly , im feeling a little relieved
the other thing , is that i totally flung my physics paper today .
suck suck suck
i didnt expect to really be clueless and thinking hard to complete that paper .
argh . should have studied harder for physics .
yesterday , my stomach was in heaven again
i ate ice shavings with Nurrul and Lan .
i had to bring my youngest sister along so i could keep an eye on her studying for her final paper .
haish , i really do miss eating ice shavings , already .
and i keep telling myself to forget him.
i dont know why ,
honestly , if he would be reading this , i'll be dead .
dead because of being embarassed and stuff .
duh , i like him . so ? but imma jealous .
cause she and him looks compatible .
but the way he treats me ...
IDK !!! IM CONFUSED! ARGH!
oh God , he has been lingering in my mind too much now .
i keep regreting not telling him that i like him that day .
and his friend , been emoing liao .
i txt him also ,
its like he is angry at me .
eversince i told him i like that guy .
oh God , what have i gotten into ?
its just the beginning right ?
the long road awaits ....
