chapter twelve; the week of the lifetime . @ 4:23:00 AM
i have to thank Allah many many many times.
He gave me a week that will be unforgetten and i had enjoyed it well .
i hope all the weeks in my life turns out like this week ,
but i must not ask too much as too much can turn out to be bad for me .
therefore , im honestly am grateful for having to spend this week and having fun .
i know there are some things that i have frightfully got through,
but i made it,
alive and relieved.
yesterday night , i met up with Max .
to actually sign some papers for helping him out with his film project .
i made my mind to say something so i will be able to get over it soon enough .
we went for ice shavings and ate together .
we talk abit although we ate in silence a lot .
it was sweet for him to walk me back home though .
i told him the truth finally before i entered the lift .
and my heart was at peace and relieved after that .
now , im feeling the most happiest time of my life.
im no longer suffering because i have a crush on someone .
the burden is being lifted off me .
im grateful .
Allah has answered my prayers.
He have healed my broken and wounded heart .
Now , i truly believe and have faith in what He hold for me in future.
I even played a few rounds of card games with a group of boys i was so scared to approach,
i realised that if i open up more,
i might be able to see the lighter side of things .
I now realised that Im not stepping out of my comfort zone .
But slowly , i will learn that there are truly great things in life that will happen if i step out of my comfort zone , slowly and carefully .
and this week ,
I have learnt a whole great lesson and earned a new heart along the way too .
Thanks to my family ,
Thanks to my schoolmates and teachers ,
Thanks to my classmates ,
Thanks to Max and Dave (:
and mostly , Thanks to Allah for showing me what is great in life if I've stepped out of my comfort zone .
