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20100728
chapter thirty ; the check up and the emotional break . @ 12:40:00 AM
just came back from my medical checkup a few hours ago.
i got scolded and all .
yes , doctors do scold patients when they dont do what they are told to do .
and yes , i've not been serious about my own health condition too .
i'll blame it on myself .
why ?
ive been lazy and all .
and i was not given much encouragement .
why ? why ? why ?
i was so frustrated , that i didnt want to talk to my mum .
i was so angry , i teared up
i was so damn pissed , because .....
i dont know now ,
i dont feel like celebrating my birthday tomorrow .
fcuk my birthday .
damn it when it only will spoil my mood .
all my fault .
yea , its all my fault .
so who cares if something bad would happen to me ?
my parents don't show any freaking concern .
everyone is not freaking concern .
ever wonder how it feels to be called a freak ?
yes , my friends call me that everytime i take my medication .
i feel out of place right now .
might as well celebrate my bday alone tomorrow .
*blows the candle and making a wish*
what am i wishing ?
its for me to know , and for you to find out .
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Khadijah Fawzi aka Khadijah Choi ^^
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