chapter forty ; misplaced love . @ 10:08:00 AM
many things that werent supposed to happen , happened .
fortunately , i was able to get back on track fast and move on
somthing happen and somehow i let my past get to me .
and that shows how weak i am .
long story cut short .
i used to like a guy 6 years older than me , and we had the same feelings for each other .
unfortunately , he met a girl while we were in a complicated relationship together .
and the girl is still with him ,
considering that its their 2 years together .
and its been 2 years since i really talk to him .
and only 2 days ago , he started texting me ,
but only yesterday night , he left me again
no explanation , no replies .
silence only .
then i understood , he is still with her .
then i thought why did i bother digging up my feelings for him .
sure enough , after crying a little , i was able to move on .
and im trying to do things that would distract me .
i have succeeded ,
but i have not accomplish one thing .
it has got to do with the guy im currently liking (:
what ever God has planned for me , i will find a way to reach and fufill this fate .