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20100829
chapter forty two ; in sickness and in health @ 11:22:00 PM
came back again for another visit to the doctor .
havent been feeling well ,
but i blame myself .
no one in this house can look after me already .
i should be looking after myself.
my mum's right , i should be feeling fine now ,
but no , i havent been doing things to prevent the illness from getting worse .
i made it more worse .
and its because of me .
i should be taking care of myself more often .
im going to be adult soon .
and i will not need help from my mum anymore .
but , i cant do it if my mum is going to watch every step of mine .
argh .
nvm .
i should just look after myself .
my mum should give me time and space for this .
im trying but the more you keep looking out , the more i get irritated and annoyed, Ma.
although , i feel lonely and not loved at times , i still have to put through with this .
oh God , give me strength , power and determination please .
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