chapter eighty six ; the internet really sucks . and so does the first day of school . @ 2:49:00 AM
really really hate this computer now .
eversince the ancient computer that my dad brought home from work crashed last week , ive forced myself to use my mum's tablet pc which she have yet to upgrade the internet explorer and all .
plus , the worse thing ... is that everytime i ask her to upgrade something to a better version so that it will save time and cost, she just ignore me and push me one side literally .
similarly, it also happens that she did the same thing to my phone line which she have cancel it, no matter how many times i have ask her to change it to student plan.
pfft~!
anyways, the school term starts and wtf? many things have change a lot .
except for my classmates that is.
anyways , we change classroom to the 4th floor and its exhausting climbing up the stairs especially after PE today where we took weight and height and also ran a few rounds around the school .
i have to admit my plan to exercise during the holidays was pure failure. and it costs me to gain weight more .
now, i hate looking at my bulging stomach and having fears of not being able to slim down before i graduate , go to prom and to a good polytechnic .
my second youngest sister agree to help , but i dont whether to trust her , because at times , she does have her mood swings which i have to tolerate at times but end up exploding back vulgarities at her.
anyways, back to school .
lessons started yesterday and wow...my brain has started working again.
so does my eyes, they start going droopy once i reach home and find the cold empty floor comfortable to sleep on.
teachers change too ... except for history, science and maths.
gyahh~! history ... i really dont like my history teacher. her voice is like a lullaby.
apart from that, the skirt my mum bought for me was too big , even if i fold it twice at my waist , it still slips . my F&N teacher told me to pin up the side to prevent it from slipping again . i will do it tomorrow when im getting ready for school .
i just realised also that O level Malay paper is just 6 months away . oh god! how how how ?! my malay sucks ... hmm , must really back up now. so does my other subjects .
hehs.
this year is not a year of slacking anymore.
its time for hardwork and less play .
double the effort and double the concentration .
also double the focus and motivation in order to keep to the right track .
some of my other classmates told me to stop the korean and practice my malay .
but the korean culture is what keeping my spirits up and motivated . it gives me something to hope for . ^^
also , my appointment is coming up and all i have been eating is junk food,
gyahh~! how to lose weight and get better like this .
seriously, now i need someone to slap me and confront me to stop this bad habits and make a change.
how i hope my idols could do that . i think it will create a huge impact in my life.
or maybe, in other words, i should just slap myself and confront myself to stop the habits and make a change yeah?
